Why Ziva Did What She DID!

This my view on why Ziva did was she did in the season finale of season six. I know that is long over and we need to move on, but as long as it happened don't think we'll just move on truly. Wither it's right or wrong, or you agree or degree, it doesn't matter. It's how I've come to terms with it and I can believe why Tony has forgive her and they can move past it.

Tony, Gibbs, McGee, Abby, and Ducky were these people she only knew for three years and she became friends with them and she does care for them all, but when it comes down to it she was Mossad, not NCIS. Her loyalties lied with Mossad, I believe she was more quick to trust Mossad then anyone else, because they were the people she's known for most of her life. Not to mention she had to learn to grow up fast and doesn't really know how to show emotion like everyone else does. We learned that in the Season Three Finale. So this was away of showing her emotions and letting her feelings be known. She was confused, the people she trusted turned out not to be the people she thought the were.The world she knew wasn't what she thought it was. I mean after what happened with her and Tony she went and questioned her father, why Michael was even sent to LA with her. She asked him if any of it was real. She questioned wither or not Tony was right and even admitted when her father said Tony was jealous that it didn't make him wrong. It was almost like things she knew were all coming apart and she didn't know how to handle it and understand it.

Then there is the two other reasons; reason one is from a quote Ziva said to Gibbs in 4x19 Grace Period.. "Sometimes you need to find something or someone to focus your angry on, it's your only relief." And Tony was her point of angry, because he was the reason someone she cared about was dead. Of course Gibbs said after it "You do know they end up hating you for life", but hey Gibbs you forgave her. So she was focusing more on being angry at Tony, plus like I said everything in the world she lived in that was starting to crumble. So add all that together and it didn't really mesh well. Reason Two was that Tony said to her "you need to take a punch, take a swing, get it out of your system go ahead do it" because he knew she was hurting and she just needed someone to blame, someone to fight and he was willing to be that person because he cared for her. He risked his own career to protect her, when the evidence point to her apartment. He was willing to back her if she needed someone to believe she had no involvement in anything that went on. Or willing to hear her side of the story before Gibbs, Vance, FBI, ICE or CIA found out. Maybe we can said yeah because he loved her, but I chose to believe because that is the type of person he is.

That he is willing to risk everything for someone he cares about. I have no doubt in my mind he wouldn't do the same for McGee, Gibbs (if he needed to), Abby or anyone on the team. Also why I believe that is why he was able to forgive her in the end. He knew this was Ziva, that she sees things differently then they do, that this is how she handled things. So he was able to look past it and be able to forgive her, when she apologized. I know in the end things would never work themselves out if she didn't apology. She was able to know she was acted wrongly and unfairly.